Thinking about Thinking: Changing minds over changing times.

At the moment I still feel like I'm in the middle of a sandstorm, trying to navigate my way in the hope that things will become slightly clearer. I'm naturally self motivated but I prosper under direction and so far with BA PP, in that I am lacking! However, I have been perusing some of the wonderful blogs of my fellow students on the course, and I was struck with a need to further my insight into the theoretical concept of critical thinking after reading Adesola's most recent post:


I'd like to think of myself as a critical thinker. Ie being capable of reaching 'Purposeful self regulatory judgment which results in interpretation, analysis, evaluation, and inference, as well as explanation of the evidential, conceptual, methodological, criteriological, or contextual considerations upon which that judgment is based' (Facione, 2011). But it really is quite a skill to attain. I'd argue this even more so in the creative field as my past experience in the industry has encouraged me to reflect on seemingly questionable ethics. 
At the time, I was so absorbed in being the 'perfect performer' that all the uncommunicative expectations were just accepted. I lacked the skill of critical thinking as I conversely followed what had been preached. I understand now that my perspective at the time warranted this subordinate approach as I was so desperate to achieve, but my present distance from this time period has enabled me to critically reflect on such commonly shared beliefs. For example:
  1. I strongly believed that being thin, toned and beautiful would guarantee success.

Why did I come to this conclusion? For many reasons. Adesola's post resonated with me as I do believe there are continuous subliminal media messages which signify what is and isn't beautiful. I also went to a dance college where these beliefs were vocalised by the faculty. Through my experiences in training where those with the ideal body shape were favoured, I gathered this as evidence to reaffirm my belief. Going further into critical reflection, I realise that I accounted any artistic achievements I had to my body shape, rather than talent. It became my identity and gave me one reason to feel less inferior to those who I always deemed as far more gifted. In other words, I believed it because it made me feel safe.

Years later, I wish I could have told myself how untrue, inaccurate and unhelpful this was. Even in the span of time since I have trained I believe the expectations around the perfect 'dancers body' have changed, where strength is now the admired trait and athleticism is favoured. Again, this doesn't mean it's the 'correct' view, It's just one of the numerous cultural trends which ebb and flow throughout society. The following video expresses how futile these body ideals are whilst personally making me question the validity of 'perfect'. Perfect for who? For when? For which era? The tide is always flowing, always changing so why do we hold such beliefs with a steely grip?

Women's Ideal Body types throughout history: YOUTUBE
  1. I believed that the harder and longer someone worked, the more successful they'd be.
I gathered this knowledge once again from past experiences. All I'd ever known was working hard as dancing never came naturally to me, and the fact that this ethic was praised by my superiors encouraged me to push myself excessively. I am now able to question this mindset as my experiences taught me that success is actually dependent on numerous factors. I can identify that I myself have in innate need for control, which is juxtaposed against the theatrical world of unknowns where one's life becomes dependent on the opinion of the audition panel. The idea that I could control my destiny by quantifying input into my training felt oddly reassuring. 
Secondly, there is the teacher student reationship to consider.  The Mentor wouldn't necessarily be doing their job if they advocated that getting a role was mostly down to luck and being in 'the right place at the right time.' It is in the teacher's interest to make a student reach their potential not just for the satisfaction of said student, but perhaps to reflect positively upon ones own ability as a teacher. Student success promotes teaching success. Once again this critical reflection has allowed me to consider why I justified such beliefs.

I identify that being able to develop my critical thinking skills will enhance my current practice as a dance teacher. I must question the morality of my assumptions because standing in an impressionable position means that I have the responsibility to influence the next generation. Assessing the consequences of my teaching strategies is my duty and I will aim to encourage the nature of critical and creative thinking in my students as both these concepts are bound. 
The thinkers guide to the nature and functions of critical and creative thinking states “In art as every other domain of human achievement, criticality and creativity go hand in glove, mutually dependent, mutually interacting, mutually influencing each other.” (Paul and Elder, 2008, p. 28). 
I am keen to continue my reflection on the topic and it feels rather empowering to know that from a teaching pedestal I have the potential to help instil these skills into my pupils, which can only prepare them extensively for facing the world outside. 

As Seymour Papert says:

References

Facione, Peter A. (2011). Critical Thinking: What It is and Why It Counts. (p. 26.) [PDF file] Retrieved from https://insightassessment.com

Lee Yang, Eugene and, Mark Celestino (2015, Jan 27) Women's Ideal body types throughout history. [Video file] Retrieved from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xrp0zJZu0a4

Paul, Richard and, Linda Elder. (2008) The thinker's guide to the nature and functions of critical and creative thinking. Dillon Beach: Foundation for Critical Thinking press.

'The mind is like a parachute, it must be open in order for it to work'

It's been one week since I attended the skype induction and one week in which I have wanted to smash my computer a number of times due to the malfunctioning Unihub pages! But thankfully that has all been sorted now, and I have done my best to get to grips with the content, concepts and structure of the course. In contrast to the ethos of the study which adopts the colloborative, open ended approach; I am one who feels comforted by tick boxes, safe with to do lists, and compact instructions so I do feel slightly like a fish out of water. However, I'm seeing this as a wonderful opportunity (Hence my quote above) to develop a new skillset which I believe can only enhance my practise.

That all starts here with this blog. A platform for Web 2.0 to prokove community discussions of which emphasis on participation is key. I mindlessly socilaise on Facebook, Instagram without really computing that I am therefore a contributing member to this phenomenon. It fills me with both empowerment and tentative responsibility to know that in order to engage in collective intelligence, I myself must actually engage. I liken it much like neural pathways in the brain, where established connections arise out of persistent useage. The more communication, the stronger the community.

I'm looking forward to the stage where I feel more at ease with my BA PP path. At present there are just hundreds of questions in my mind, which is the precursor for doubt, self critique and anxiety.....But after reading in the handbook today about the theories of learning, and how the aknowledgement of Not knowing is perhaps the seed of the learning experience, then I am remaining open, intrigued and curious about what is yet to come....

Waitzkin, J. (2008). The art of learning: a journey in the pursuit of excellence. New York, NY:    Free Spirit. 33.

About Me.

Writing a blog is all very new to me so I do apologise if it's very substandard! I trained at Laines as a dancer and worked professionally for a few years. As much as I love the profession and always will, I was in a position where I had to reassess my work life.




I have since transitioned into Dance teaching and in doing so, have become incredibly inspired by working with children. I am considering training to become a Primary school teacher but I trust that all I have learnt and experienced previously will navigate me into a job in which I am fully fulfilled. I love learning and I am always seeking to improve my skillset as an individual. I'm hoping the commitment to the BA PP course will develop my ability to reflect and provide me with some wisdom to ensure I continually improve in my profession!